"Seek God and God alone"

Joan Chittister wrote, in Fire In These Ashes, that the reason for entering religious life is to "seek God and God alone" and the importance of finding God where God is, not where we expect to find God.  When I read those words in 2008 in the months before making my Solemn Profession of Vows, I thought I understood the concept of seeking God where God is - in creation, in my animal companions, in the poor and in the homeless - but after rereading those words again this week, I realize that my understanding was limited.  That I still sought God where I expected God to be.   I didn't seek God in my family, friends, coworkers or customers at the restaurant or anyone else I happened to pass by in a store or on the street.  I certainly never expected to find God or even consider looking for God in those people who tested my patience - and I failed that test so often.  I never thought of seeking God in those moments when I questioned the validity of my calling, when ego and pride got the best of me, when I questioned relationships and my own self worth and value.  Yet, I know now God was there in the midst of all of it, is here and will be here.  I just didn't understand until now.

Holy Mary, Mother of Creation, bless us
that we may experience God as Love
in praise of all creatures,
in love of all of creation. Amen.
Father Michael Adams - www.livingrosaries.org
Peace and Blessings!
Sister Pat, FMT

Feast of the Assumption of Mary August 15

The Feast of the Assumption of Mary is one of the most joyful Feasts we celebrate!   However blessed and special Mary was, whether she was conceived without sin, whether she did or didn't have children, one thing is certain:  Mary was human, like us!  Her Assumption, body and soul, shows us what awaits us if we follow her example and say that "Yes" to God's will in our lives, and if we listen to her words: "Do whatever He [Jesus] tells you!"

Today I celebrate the 3rd anniversary of my profession of vows.

Holy Mary, Mother of Creation, bless us that we may experience God as Love
n praise of all creatures, in love of all of creation. Amen.
Father Michael Adams - www.livingrosaries.org Peace &
Blessings!
Sister Pat, FMT

Changes...

Joan Chittister, in her book Scarred By Struggle Transformed By Hope, writes that change is sometimes forced upon us.  I know this to be true.  On March 10, 2006, Karen, my partner, died, then 40 days later, on April 20, I had to put my oldest dog to sleep.  Losing Karen was almost unbearable.  I never realized how she changed every aspect of my life, even the most mundane parts, until she was gone.

On May 6, 2011, all 3 of my cats died.  One died at home.  I had to put the other two to sleep because they were dying.  All three had respiratory infections and antibiotics did not help.  The boys were brothers, born together and had celebrated their 18 birthdays in December.  They were too old to fight the infection.  For nearly twenty-two years there was always at least one animal at home.  Suddenly, there were none.  That was a change.

Four days after the cats died, on May 10, I had to call 911 for my Mom.  She was in respiratory distress and very hot.  She had pneumonia.  She seemed fine the previous day.  No coughing.  No difficulty breathing.   Each day, she didn't improve.  I knew this time she would not come back home.  The antibiotics did not help. By Tuesday, it was clear Mom would never be able to breathe without a ventilator.  When the medical staff removed the ventilator to see if Mom could breathe on her own, Mom was taking forty to fifty breaths a minute.  My sister and I made the difficult decision to keep her off the ventilator.  Mom was given enough morphine to keep her comfortable.  She died two days later on Thursday, May 19.

I had lived with my mother all my life.  I found myself completely alone.  No Mom and no animals.  I  also had to move within two weeks because I could not afford the rent alone.  I was beyond overwhelmed.  So many changes in such a short time...

Holy Mary, Mother of Creation, bless us
that we may experience God as Love
in praise of all creatures,
in love of all of creation. Amen.
Father Michael Adams - www.livingrosaries.org
Peace and Blessing!
Sister Pat, FMT

Mary's month

Catholics honor Mary, the mother of Jesus, during the month of May.  In years gone by, students in Catholic elementary schools and Catholic high schools arched in May Processions usually from the school to the Church.  One girl was chosen to be the May Queen in the procession.  She placed a crown of flowers on the head of a statue of Mary while everyone sang “Oh Mary, we crown thee with blossoms today, queen of the angels, queen of the May…” the traditional Marion hymn “Bring Flowers of the Rarest” often referred to as the Crowning Hymn.  Listen to Bring Flowers of the Rarest

Holy Mary, Mother of Creation, bless us that we may experience God as Love in praise of all creatures, in love of all of creation. Amen. Father Michael Adams - www.livingrosaries.org

Peace and Blessing!
Sister Pat, FMT

Mary

Joan Chittister, in her book, In Search of Belief wrote the following about Mary:

"Mary is a strong woman who changes the course of human history, even reverses the nature of spirituality, as well as immerses herself in the Divine" (99) "Here is a woman whose presence is essential on every level, who shares in the divine plan of salvation, does for the Church what the Church must do for the world: be the conduit of the Divine." (99)

Isn't it time we introduce the world to THIS Mary? Isn't it time we said here is our role model? Isn't it time we embrace Mary and speak about her instead of shunning her or relegating her to a supporting role that mattered only for one moment in time and that being when she gave birth to Jesus? Isn't it time we we say "Thank you, Mary" for having the courage and faith to risk her life so that God's beautiful plan of salvation could unfold?


Holy Mary, Mother of Creation, bless us that we may experience God as Love in praise of all creatures, in love of all of creation. Amen. Father Michael Adams - www.livingrosaries.org

Peace and Blessing!
Sister Pat, FMT

Alleluia

Throughout the Season of Lent, the ALLELUIA is not said. Today, on Easter Sunday, the joyful sound of ALLELUIAS will be heard again. For this is the day when we celebrate Jesus rising from the dead and giving each of us the gift of eternal life. Today we sing ALLELUIA, ALLELUIA, ALLELUIA in praise and thanksgiving for a gift we may never be worthy of receiving but a gift God surely wants us to have. So join with me today and throughout the Easter Season in singing ALLELUIA!!


Holy Mary, Mother of Creation, bless us that we may experience God as Love in praise of all creatures, in love of all of creation. Amen.  Father Michael Adams - www.livingrosaries.org

Peace and Blessing!
Sister Pat, FMT

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Palm and Passion Sunday April 17, 2011

Palm and Passion Sunday commemorates both Jesus triumphant entry into Jerusalem and His Crucifixion and Death.  Riding on a donkey, Jesus is hailed and cheered by the townspeople.  However, the very same people would turn against Jesus.  When given the choice between freeing Barrabas and freeing Jesus, they chose Barrabas.  When asked what should be done with Jesus, they shouted “Crucify Him!”  He is crowned with thorns, scourged, ridiculed, and forced to carry the cross.  He is nailed to that cross.  The crown of thorns embedded on His head.   Blood trickling down His forehead.  His outstretched arms.  Nails tearing through His hands and feet.  His body contorting.  His voice crying out in anguish: "My God, My God, why have You forsaken me?".  His head bowing as He draws His last breath.  The lance puncturing His side.  Blood and water spurting from the gash.

Holy Mary, Mother of Creation, bless us that we may experience God as Love in praise of all creatures, in love of all of creation. Amen. Father Michael Adams - www.livingrosaries.org

Peace and Blessing!
Sister Pat, FMT